Stripped of anonymity, I'm striking
as a broken boxer, or Manuel Noriega,
a bearded Apache or Charles Bukowski.
There's a certain wonder in my vacant
hippie blue eyes, or some lost notes of
doubt from the bird-like horn of Charlie.
Slowly, I comb my fingers through
photos of Mike Love and play lame
horses on Saturdays. I well could be
my own first cousin, or some Irish
guy from Murphy's. I'm a hobbit
of blue piercing, early Ethan Hawke
of Dead Poet's Society. An aging
Ellen Degeneres or a crying female
Antonioni. I'm a fabulously forelorn
poet from a forgotten pilot on TV.
I'm young and buoyant, a girl married
to an old, crestfallen woman. My eyes,
my eyes fail to grasp what you're saying.
I'm a 300 pound horse jockey, a poser
pirated on a summer beach. I knitted
this great hat myself. Okay, you caught
me. I stole it. Still, it makes me beautiful.
I'm serious as Lee J. Cobb, only a little
skinnier. Wary, I cower with a hidden
dignity. Yeah, I'm cool with everything,
even this, my uneven divinity. I'm swarthy
and turbaned with a profundity like grief.
From my place on this wall, I see you.
Do you see me?
Brion Berkshire
Kewanna, IN